Less Poetry More Self Serving Bitching

I�ve been busy this last two weeks having fun and things of that nature. Indeed my brother is home from Italy, and I am still pissed I did not do any traveling this summer so I kind of want to kick him hard in the shins but there are other reasons for that as well. I took some kick ass photos of his girlfriend nude on a beach in Puerto Rico earlier in the summer and, due to a really nice friend of a friend, some studio stuff as well. His GF (OF OVER A YEAR AND GOD KNOWS THIS IS A RECORD, MAYBE A MISTAKE BUT A RECORD NO LESS) wanted them as surprise and a belated graduation / early birthday gift to him. I was hesitant as she is after all my brother�s gf and it sort of gives me the icks to think of it but what the heck; in the end the girls just want to have fun theme kicked in and I agreed. I wasn�t alone in this I had a co-conspirator of sorts. I�d done some kick ass pictures on that same beach after my senior year of high school. I was a budding photographer so you�ll have to forgive me this one. Anna had seen the pictures I did of two friends, (with their permission as I only have a couple of proofs, they own the rest of their photos) and felt this would be a good gift to give her boyfriend, my self righteous dick head of a brother. Now take my word for it these pictures were really good and any sane twenty two almost twenty three year old would have died for them. My brother�.sanctimonious asshat that he is of course practically blew out a nostril when he saw them. He turned greenish I hear and then came storming into the gallery where I was working. I was waiting for him to call my parents a thousand miles away to tell them how I had been a bad girl again. I of course had corrupted his GF. He continued in this way despite the fact that Anna had made if perfectly clear that she had requested the photos. He luckily was moving into his house over the weekend so I only had to listen to him disparage me for an hour prior to him leaving. I was not all that surprised as this is the brother that deleted aim off my computer in high school because a friend called him laughing about an away message I had on mine letting people know that masturbation was spelled with a u not an e; this is also the brother who went through roughly fifteen girls in the first three years of college. He is a dichotomy to himself I am afraid and Anna is welcome to him. I hear today, from Anna, that he did not throw the pictures away he put them in a dresser drawer and suggested they have one of the more modest ones enlarged and framed to hang over his bed. Why is that Joshy. Oh and the sad sack of crap actually scanned one to make it smaller and put it in his wallet. Asshat. The NYT is right the surfers are now fighting over the waves. Very territorial these people and rightly so I will fight for my wave until the end. Rather a poignant op-ed today in the Times called Coming Home read it if you can it�s not long and your attention span may hold out for it. Christ you know it ain't easy You know how hard it can be The way things are going There gonna crucify me